I am Richard Heley I am an artist I am a live performance painter I am a songwriter I am a story writer and poet I am the sun's undertaker burying the dark I am the softest concrete bunker waiting for my lover to lay down I am the desperate, the needy, the hungry and dispossessed, I'm the charming, the greedy, the enlightened excess I am the soup kitchen handout, the starving millions, the compassion of charity. I am the corporate bankers accumulating worries, I am the wealth creators and job opportunities for small time criminals. I am the oil barons pillaging and raping the planet, I'm the fool with the tools creating toxic fumes that are inhaled by my family I am Jesus at the hardware store buying nails I am desire window shopping for a nice millstone I am flowers and nerve gas, ripening fruit and worms gleaning the bones I am the holocaust and gas chambers I am the pain of labour and the miracle of a baby I am a child stolen from innocence I am the poet writing a line round his neck as he falls and hanging on by a thread I am the wonder of technology, iron lungs and x-ray machines, I am herbal medicine and a cure for polio, I am smart bombs and ugly intentions. I am passion with my lover, paid sex behind the garbage cans, unwrapped penises and unwanted children, I am porn magazines, overpopulation and sexually transmitted radio waves, I am subliminal advertising things go better with the birth of a new political movement. I am the community working for each other, ripping off neighbours, begging to be forgiven, I am crack houses and heroin chic, I am thick thoughts and thin layers hanging around street corners trying to buy time I am the choir in a bingo hall singing for redemption and praying the numbers come up, I am the tax collector offering exemptions, stamp collections, instant lottery winnings and warm blankets covering layers of self deceit, I am the unfolding beauty of youth watching the face fold with age I am lions, vultures, policemen, and birds of prey, I am perfectly rounded silicone nipples sucked by solicitors. I am the lover that slaughtered its death I am illusion conceived of itself I am my own jailer, who else can set me free? I move all existence everytime that I breathe I am uniqueness that has no alone I am the seed in the breast of the bomb I am what might have been seen to be done I am the life, watching the life go on.
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